I dunno

I don't know what this is, but I found it on my external hard drive. I think I wrote it earlier this year? Not sure. Also not sure if it was supposed to be a shitty song or a shitty poem, but its one of the two, and most assuredly shitty. Hmm.

O believer, O Sineater, who do you fear?
You've had your share, your share of tears
Do you fear god? Do you fear Jesus?
Do you fear man? Do you fear Ephesus?
Well it seems the Seven Sleepers never woke
And Theodosius the first never spoke
And handed you the world
Well, now you play the Lord
Of earth, water, and sky
This time there is no Decius to bring you down from on high
Apparently you miss the obvious irony
Of your new persecution
A reversal of roles
and this time, Sineater, there is none so bold
to bring you down from your throne

Dude.

Being happy is really fucking awesome. I should have tried it sooner.
Unfortunately I seem to be in a dry spell for writing, I think it's the happiness.
Hmm.
-AP

I feel really good.

Not good, purposeful. Like stuff is about to go very right. I can't say any more until things develop a little more. But I think it's a good thing. And it is making me very, very happy. I am rarely this happy. It is giving me a headache. Turning down the happy now. This will hopefully be clarified a little later.